alex...

Am just a little girl
A girl who takes care
Of almost everything
That’s left undone
I wanna have fun
But I can’t until everything
Is settled and done

I take care of my brother
I take care of my sisters
I take care of almost everything
That was left undone

I take care of my mom
Who barely has time for us
She leaves at night for work
Goes home in the morning
All day…sleeping

I’ll do my home works…I’ll do my chores
I’ll try to take a rest for tonight will be
a mess
Here comes my brother
Here come my sisters
They’re all here
My family I love so dear

I’ll have dinner ready
I’ll wake up mommy
I’ll take care of the table
As well as the dishes

I’ll have my brother clean his self
Same goes with my sisters
I’ll check if mommy’s ready
To go to work and leave all ready

I walk her to the door
Kissed her some more
I closed the door
Now I’m alone

Alone in the dark
Waiting for someone to knock
I hope it’s daddy
So I ill have company

why...

Why couldn’t I just let you go
Why couldn’t I just say goodbye
Why couldn’t I just forget you
And go on with my life

I wanna stop the pain
That’s drivin’ me insane
I know it’s not that easy
But it really has to be

I have to stand by my decision
Coz that would be my only option
If I do really wanna be happy
I really need to set you free

But how would I?
And I know that I can’t deny
The fact that I still love you
And that I need you
A feeling I would not want to pursue

Wish I had the courage
The strength and the knowledge
On how to let go of what I feelCoz I know this can’t be for real

confusion

I have this strange feeling
That really kept me wondering
I really find it amusing
Not aware what’s causing it?

This feeling is so confusing
Now I find it amazing
Coz now am loving it
At the same time hating it

I know I shouldn’t be enjoying it
For I know in time ill be over it
Why do I feel this way?
I know it’s not okay

Give me your reason to enjoy it
Ill give you my reason not to
I already belong to someone else
Someone I chose to be with

I better ignore this feeling
And forget all about it
Coz I already have someone…Someone I can call my own

home

Came from a gloomy place
Everything was in black
Been there for days
Never wanna go back

Searched somewhere
Got me nowhere
Tried to have a little rest
For tomorrow ill start another quest

Can’t seem to find myself
Think there’s nothing left?
Wish I belong…
Some place I can call my home

dream

We met…talked….went out
Eventually became friends
Spent time together
Talked about almost everything under the sun

We were happy with where we were
Contented with what we have
Enjoyed each other’s company
Never did we expect that…
There would be something more

We had something…
That we’re not really sure about
We just went with the flow
It’s nothing that we talked about

We cherished every moment we spent together
We can say that we had something
Something we thought would never end
Something we thought we can keep till the end

Until reality knocked in…
We both realized that what we had
Was just a dream…a dream
That we can only keep within ourselves