confusion

I have this strange feeling
That really kept me wondering
I really find it amusing
Not aware what’s causing it?

This feeling is so confusing
Now I find it amazing
Coz now am loving it
At the same time hating it

I know I shouldn’t be enjoying it
For I know in time ill be over it
Why do I feel this way?
I know it’s not okay

Give me your reason to enjoy it
Ill give you my reason not to
I already belong to someone else
Someone I chose to be with

I better ignore this feeling
And forget all about it
Coz I already have someone…Someone I can call my own